Humility of Heart Fr. Cajetan Mary da Bergamo Translation by Herbert Cardinal Vaughn, Archbishop of Westminister, England 1903 TAN BOOKS AND PUBLISHERS Thoughts and Sentiments on Humility Part 21 97.
It is necessary to discern in the Gospel those things which are of
counsel and those which are of precept. To renounce all that one has
and to suffer poverty for the love of God is only of counsel, but to
renounce oneself and to be poor of heart is of precept. And in the same
way certain exterior humiliations may be only of counsel, but the
humility of heart is always of precept, and as it is not only possible
to fulfill every precept of God's, but also by the help of His grace it
becomes easy and sweet to us to practice them; even laymen have many
great opportunities of becoming holy simply by the exercise of
humility. To make a worldly-minded man a Saint it is sufficient to make
him a Christian. When such
thoughts as these arise in the secret
recesses of the heart: I have made this fortune by my knowledge, by my
industry; I have acquired this merit, this reputation by my own worth,
my virtue, my ingenuity, it is enough to lift up one's heart to God and
say with the Wise Man: "And how could anything endure, if Thou wouldst
not?" [Wisd. xi, 26] O my God, how could I have done the smallest
thing, if Thou hadst not willed it? This is true
humility, and in this lies true
knowledge and holiness. The soul is holy in measure as it is humble,
because in the same measure that it has holiness it has grace, and in
the same measure that it has grace it has humility, because grace is
only given to the humble. From the depths
of my heart, O my God, I ask it of
Thee, and with the Psalmist I exclaim: "Renew a right spirit within
me." [Ps. 1, 12]
And in truth He
has taught us most excellently,
not only by word but by deed. Let us meditate upon the life of our Lord
on earth, from the cave of Bethlehem to the cross of Calvary; all
breathes of humility. More than once did He declare in the Gospel that
He came not to fulfill His own will but that of His heavenly Father;
not to seek His own glory but that of His heavenly Father: and as He
preached so He lived. He might have glorified the Divine Majesty in
divers other ways; but, in His infinite wisdom, He chose the way of
humility as the most suitable one for rendering unto God, by His own
humility, that honour of which the pride of man has deprived Him. What humility,
to be born in a stable-----He
who was the King of Glory! What humility in Him, who was innocence
itself, to appear as a sinner at the circumcision! What humility in the
flight into Egypt to escape the persecution of Herod, as if He had been
incapable of saving Himself otherwise than by flight! What humility in
His subjection to Mary and Joseph, He who was King of the whole
universe! What humility in living for thirty years a hidden life of
poverty, He who could have been surrounded by all the splendour of the
world! With what humility He bore all the insults and calumnies He
received in return for the truths He preached and the miracles He
worked, never complaining or lamenting those ills that were done to
Him, nor the injustice that was shown to Him! Oh, if one could have
looked into His Heart, one would have seen that His humility was not
obligatory but voluntary, "because it was His own will." [Isa. liii. 7]
He desired to
humble Himself thus in order that we
might make Him our pattern, and He says to each one of us: "For I have
given you an example, that as I have done to you so you do also," [John
xiii, 15] which means that He gave us this example so that we might
learn to humble ourselves even as He humbled Himself from His heart.
Ah, will not these examples of a God who became man and humbled Himself
suffice to rouse in us the wish to become humble also? "Let man be
ashamed to be proud," says St. Augustine, "for whose sake a God became
humble." [Enarr. in Ps. xviii]
My soul, let us
gaze upon the Crucified, "Who
endured the cross, despising the shame"; [Heb. xii, 2] and by
thus confronting His humility with our pride we shall be filled with
shame and confusion. And learn yet another lesson. Does it seem well to
thee to adore the humility of Jesus crucified and not to wish to
imitate Him? To profess to follow Jesus Christ in His religion, which
is founded on humility, and yet to feel aversion and even hatred
towards this very humility? But when we so
often hear it said and preached
that whoever wishes to be saved must imitate the Saviour, in what do we
imagine that this imitation, which is commanded to us and which is
necessary for our salvation, should consist if not in humility? It is
all very well to say that we must imitate Jesus, but in what must we
imitate Him if not in this humility which is the summing-up of all the
doctrine and examples of His life? For that Humble
One on the Cross will be our
Judge; and His humility will be the standard by which it will be seen
whether we shall be predestined for having imitated it, or eternally
condemned for having rejected it. It is necessary for us to be firmly
convinced of this truth. God does not propose that we should all
imitate His Incarnate Son in all the mysteries of His life. The
solitude and austerity which He endured in the desert are reserved only
for the imitation of anchorites. In His teaching He is only to be
imitated by the apostles and preachers of His Gospel. In the working of
miracles only those can imitate Him who have been chosen by Him to be
co-adjutors in the establishment of the Faith. In the sufferings and
agony of Calvary none may imitate Him but those to whom He has given
the privilege of Martyrdom. But that
humility of heart practiced by Jesus
Christ in every hour of His life on earth is given to all of us as an
example which we are compelled to follow, and to this imitation God has
united our eternal salvation: "Unless you be converted and become as a
little child." [Matt. xviii, 3] We may
believe that Jesus Christ was comparing
Himself with a little child whom He had before Him when He said:"
Unless you be converted and become as little children, you shall not
enter the kingdom of Heaven." [Matt. xviii, 3]. |