Pauly Fongemie
Updated January 3, 2007
She wrote a terse
note telling me that I
was outside the Church, that my salvation was in danger. I
was stunned, not because I might go to Hell, since as a sinner I must
pray daily for salvation as St. Paul teaches that we all "work out our
salvation in fear and trembling." Hell has always been a fearful
possibility, so it occurred to me that she must be writing to the
wrong person because I am Catholic in the way the
Pontiffs have infallibly defined. She suggested that I visit a certain
web
site, which I clicked on: it was a sedevacantist enterprise.
The past few months have been unnerving as I continue to count the
friends and or acquaintances who join the sedevacantist cause, to
the point that there is scarcely anyone left. You will note that the
title of this piece says "Sedevacantism", not Sedevacantists.
Individuals scandalized and alarmed at the pronouncements from the Holy
See can be forgiven for taking this course, as we are left with a Shepherd who will not defend the Faith and who
has----under a misguided idea of ruling through the novelty
of collegiality----abandoned us to
our bishops, many of whom give the impression that they have
apostatized by their words and actions. Only they and God actually know. I have no quarrel with
sedevacantists as individuals who have been deeply wounded by
Churchmen, although some of them, based on letters, have several
with me and are even quite provocative and judgmental at times. I guess
when you have given yourself permission to personally judge the heart
of the Pontiff, it is a small thing to judge the heart of an
insignificant lay woman. Of course they do not realize the dynamic at
play, being Catholics who are confounded and bewildered at such a
Papacy, and with little wonder! It is one thing to judge the actions of
a Pope regarding the safeguarding of dogma, as Scripture tells us to
be wary of casting our pearls [faith] before swine; and quite another
to
judge the intention and personal beliefs of him.
Or, to ironically quote a well-known sedevacantist, who cited an old expression:
'As was a famous expression in the Middle Ages, "He who strikes
the Pontiff strikes Christ;
He who strikes the King strikes Christ",
and there was also the expression that "the son who
hits his father
strikes God" '.
[Taken from an unnamed web site, for my purpose is not to
attack him, but to only use his words.]
When one is faced with the
enormity of the plight we find ourselves in I cannot be harsh with
particular individuals, for I know not their temperaments and the other
vast influences in their lives for they have kept the Faith as best
they can, and intend to
keep the Faith, just as I hope I have and intend with all my heart and
strength to do. I do not feel aggrieved by their unkind remarks, for I am certain they
have the best of intentions, and if they were not so bewildered and
perhaps even frightened, I know their responses would be tempered with
a patient kindness.
I am not a theologian, but this week I have spent a lot of time
perusing the arguments of and the conclusions that follow therein from non-dissident theologians and canonists
about judging the
Roman Pontiff. They are divided as to whether a Pope in manifest heresy
in of himself invalidates his pontificate insofar as the canonical
definition of manifest heresy is in dispute, and thus they are not in
agreement. The purpose of this article is not to discuss the fine
points of canon law and theology: if the experts cannot be certain, the exercise is a pointless waste of time. Only a
subsequent ecumenical council, or the body of Cardinals, or a Pontiff
can make
that determination according to Tradition: ordinary lay men and women
are
spinning their wheels when engaging in these out-of-bounds debates and
discussions. But there are some practical considerations that readily
leap to mind, considerations that any thinking Catholic who cares about
this matter of salvation might dwell on. God did give us an intellect
which He expects us to use for our salvation and His glory and our
knowledge of theology
has very little to do with it in the academic sense. As intellectual
beings with the use of reason in conjunction with the gift of faith and
the graces provided by God, we are supposed to know the canons of the
Faith as given in the creeds, the teachings from the Pontiffs,
Apostolic Tradition, and the declarations of dogmatic councils that
pertain to faith or morals [our salvation], each according to our
ability. This
familiarity with doctrine and morals is less than an understanding at
the depth of great minds of those like St. Thomas Aquinas or St.
Paul who grasped
the Faith so profoundly, but the fundamentals, such as are found in
traditional
catechisms approved by the Pontiffs, and the obligations that belong to
us. We will not be judged on what our neighbor knew and did, but what we knew and have
done or not done and could have. Countless generations of Saints and
Martyrs did their duty and
obeyed the Commandments in the order given by God and merited Heaven.
Those who had the opportunity for study did so, those who did not,
embraced the Faith through the Mass, the counsel of their
confessors and devotional life. God instructs us differently in the
circumstances He places us according to His holy Will. He does not
impart equal graces to all, as the Church teaches, but He does give each of us enough grace to
save our souls. We live in the
21st century when most of us not only read at a proficient level, but
have readily available to us the accumulated written works of the
Church Pastors, although we are not expected to be theologians per se, nor should we elevate ourselves to that status.
My thoughts, which are on the plain of a simple faith, and from the
heart as a lifelong Catholic, begin with that of Vatican Council I,
emphasis in bold mine:
SESSION IV July 18, 1870
FIRST DOGMATIC CONSTITUTION
ON THE CHURCH OF CHRIST PIUS, BISHOP,
SERVANT OF THE SERVANTS OF GOD,
WITH THE APPROVAL OF THE SACRED COUNCIL FOR PERPETUAL REMEMBRANCE
The Eternal Pastor and Bishop of our souls, in order to continue for
all time the life-giving work of His Redemption, determined to build up
the Holy Church, wherein, as in the house of the living God, all who
believe might be united in the bond of one faith and one charity.
Wherefore, before He entered into His glory, He prayed unto the Father,
not for the Apostles only, but for those also who through their
preaching should come to believe in Him, that all might be one, even as
He the Son and the Father are one. [John xvii. 20
f.] As then He sent the Apostles whom He had chosen to Himself from the world, as He Himself had been sent by the Father; [
Ibid., xx. 21] so He willed that there should ever be pastors and teachers in His Church to the end of the world.
And
in order that the episcopate also might be one and undivided, and that
by means of a closely united priesthood the multitude of the faithful
might be kept secure in the oneness of faith and communion, He set
Blessed Peter over the rest of the Apostles, and fixed in him the
abiding principle of this twofold unity and its visible foundation, in
the strength of which the everlasting temple should arise, and
the Church in the firmness of that faith should lift her majestic front
to Heaven. [From Sermon iv, chap. ii, of St. Leo the Great, A.D. 440,
vol. 1, p. 17, of edition of Ballerini, Venice, 1753; read in the
eighth lection on the feast of St. Peter's Chair at Antioch, February
22] And seeing that the gates of Hell with daily increase of hatred are
gathering their strength on every side to upheave the foundation laid
by God's Own hand, and so, if that might be, to overthrow the Church:
We,
therefore, for the preservation, safe-keeping, and increase of the
Catholic flock, with the approval of the Sacred Council, do judge it to
be necessary to propose to the belief and acceptance of all the faithful, in accordance with the ancient and constant faith of the universal Church, the doctrine touching the institution, perpetuity and nature of the sacred Apostolic Primacy, in which is found the strength and solidity of the entire Church;
and at the same time to proscribe and condemn the contrary errors so hurtful to the flock of Christ.
CHAPTER I
On the Institution of the Apostolic Primacy in Blessed Peter
We therefore teach and
declare
that, according to the testimony of the Gospel, the primacy of
jurisdiction over the universal Church of God was immediately and
directly promised and given to Blessed Peter the Apostle by Christ the
Lord. For it was to Simon alone, to whom He had already said: "Thou
shalt be called Cephas," [John i. 42] that the Lord, after the
confession made by him, saying, "Thou art Christ, the Son of the living
God," addressed these solemn words, "Blessed art thou, Simon, Bar-Jona,
because flesh and blood have not revealed it to thee, but My Father,
Who is in Heaven. And I say to thee that thou art Peter, and upon this
rock I will build My Church; and the gates of Hell shall not prevail
against it. And I will give to thee the keys of the kingdom of Heaven.
And whatsoever thou shalt bind upon earth, it shall be bound also in
Heaven; and whatsoever thou shalt loose on earth, it shall be loosed
also in Heaven." [Matt. xvi. 16 ff.] And it was upon Simon alone that
Jesus, after His resurrection, bestowed the jurisdiction of Chief
Pastor and Ruler over all His fold in the words, "Feed My lambs, feed
My sheep." [John xxi. 15, 17] At open variance with this clear
doctrine of Holy Scripture, as it has ever been understood by the
Catholic Church, are the perverse opinions of those who, while they
distort the form of government established by Christ the Lord in His
Church, deny that Peter in his simple person preferably to all the
other Apostles, whether taken separately or together, was endowed by
Christ with a true and proper primacy of jurisdiction; or of those who
assert that the same primacy was not bestowed immediately and directly
upon Blessed Peter himself, but upon the Church, and through the Church
on Peter as her minister.
(Canon) If anyone, therefore, shall say that Blessed Peter the Apostle was not appointed the Prince of the Apostles and the
visible
head of the whole Church Militant, or that the same directly and
immediately received from the same our Lord Jesus Christ a primacy of
honour only, and not of true and proper jurisdiction; let him be
anathema.
CHAPTER II
On the
Perpetuity of the Primacy of Blessed Peter in the Roman Pontiffs
That which the Prince of Shepherds and great shepherd of the sheep,
Jesus Christ our Lord, established in the person of the Blessed Apostle
Peter to
secure
the perpetual welfare and lasting good of the Church, must, by the same
institution, necessarily remain unceasingly in the Church, which, being
founded upon the Rock, will stand firm to the end of the world. For
none can doubt, and it is known to all ages, that the holy and Blessed
Peter, the Prince and chief of the Apostles, the pillar of the faith
and foundation of the Catholic Church, received the keys of the kingdom
from our Lord Jesus Christ, the Saviour and Redeemer of mankind, and
lives, presides and judges to this day,
always
in his successors the Bishops of the Holy See of Rome, which was
founded by Him and consecrated by His Blood. [From the Acts (session
third) of the Third General Council, namely, that of Ephesus, A.D. 431,
Labbe's
Councils,
vol. viii, p. 1154, Venice edition of 1728. See also letter of St.
Peter Chrysologus to Eutyches, in life prefixed to his works, p. 13,
Venice, 1750.] Whence, whosoever succeeds to Peter in this see does by
the institution of Christ Himself obtain the primacy of Peter over the
whole Church. The disposition made by Incarnate Truth (
dispositio veritatis) therefore remains, and Blessed Peter, abiding in the rock's strength which he received
(in accepta fortitudine petra: perseverans),
has not abandoned the direction of the Church. [From Sermon III, chap.
iii, of St. Leo the Great, vol. 1, p. 12.] Wherefore it has at all
times been necessary that every particular Church----that is to say,
the faithful throughout the world----should come to the Church of Rome
on account of the greater princedom which it has received; that all
being associated in the unity of that see whence the rights of
venerable communion spread to all, might grow together as members of
one head in the compact unity of the body. [From St. Irenreus against
Heresies, book III, cap. iii, p. 175,
Benedictine edition, Venice, 1784; and Acts of Synod of aquileia,
A.D. 381. Labbe's
Councils,
vol. ii, p. 1185, Venice, 1721.] (Canon) If, then, anyone shall say
that it is not by the institution of Christ the Lord, or by Divine
right, that Blessed Peter has a
perpetual line of successors in the primacy over the universal Church; or that the Roman Pontiff is not the successor of Blessed Peter in this primacy;
let him be anathema.
Therefore, I am left with a clear sign from Christ through the infallible
teaching of this dogmatic council, replete with anathemas, which in
effect condemn a person as being outside of the Church, that there are
two primary truths I must believe under pain of mortal sin or
anathema
regarding the
perpetuity of the Papacy and a third an admonition:
1. That the papacy must be visible so that all who want to remain
united with Christ's Church or who seek to enter, will know where it
is. I was taught as a child that "where there is Peter, there is the
Church."
2. That perpetuity of the papal seat held by a successor of Saint Peter
is a matter of doctrine, and not Church "politics".
3. That contrary opinions and propositions are
hurtful to the Body of Christ and the
unity of the Church.
Now I turn to Pope Boniface VIII:
Ex Cathedra:
We declare, say, define, and pronounce that it is
absolutely necessary
for the salvation of every human creature to be subject to the Roman Pontiff.
[Pope Boniface VIII, the Bull
Unam Sanctam, 1302]
Now, how can I be subject to the Roman Pontiff if I do not know who,
where or even if he reigns? One wing of sedevacantism says there is a
Pope somewhere, another acclaims a particular one, always
controversial, while most simply
await some future Pontiff. This begs the above question. During the
Avignon Papacy and multiple claimants, at least there were actual men
to look to and there was always one actual Pope, even if not every
single Catholic ratified a particular claimant. The chaos was
scandalous
enough, so much so that St. Catherine of Siena was called by God to
bring the rightful Pontiff back to Rome so that the Catholic people had
a Shepherd without doubts. People say that these turbulent times are
unprecedented, and in some ways this is probably true, but overall not
so at all. The only difference is the mass media communications network
whose reportage and opinions almost demand an immediate reaction.
Back then many a Catholic spent his entire life without knowing much
controversy and simply went about saving his soul wherever and however
he found himself. This will always be the situation. If you mention the
crisis in the Church, countless Catholics ask "what crisis?" In St.
Catherine's time the flock, even if they were mistaken about the
Shepherd, at
least had one to point to; they just knew there was a man at the helm
of the Barque of Peter. And the Saints disagreed with one another
on occasion, but there was always a true Pope because the Chair of Peter is
occupied in perpetuity. It was to Peter and his successors that the
guarantee for protection against the gates of Hell was given. No
Peter, no guarantee. Peter was weak and Christ prayed for him to
"strengthen his Faith" so that he would strengthen the others in turn.
Could
Christ, in His perfect wisdom have chosen Peter, specifically as a sign
to us today and in past generations of crises? Recall that St. Paul had
to "withstand him to his face", when he was in error.
An
ex cathedra declaration of
a Pontiff means I must believe or place myself outside the Church; how
can Christ, Head of the Church, demand something from me that is not
possible, not an
interregnum between the death of one Pope and the
election of another which is not the same thing at all, but say, for
most of my life on earth, if I am to believe at least one group of sedevacantists? Roman Pontiffs who speak
ex cathedra
are guided by God the Holy Spirit and to say the Holy Spirit does not
mean what He says is blasphemy! If I must remain united to
the
Roman Pontiff----not the notion of just the papacy itself----then I
must. I am a simple, plain-spoken woman and life is this simple for me.
Unless I know that someone is speaking in metaphorical language, I take
him literally at his word, always. How things may come to pass or come to be worked out in the future is not my concern, I
just know that I believe every word of the Word Himself and therein
place all my trust, always, forever.
A former friend, now in the sedevacantist camp, claims that the Council
of Constance of 1415, supports the sedevacantists. She referred me to a
treatise by a priest whom I have never heard of until now, who uses the
same Council to document the sedevacantist position.
My answer is a simple refutation: No dogmatic council can contradict
another. Knowing this truth about Catholic truth, I took a look at the
Council, a few sessions of which condemned the error of heretics, mini
syllabi as it were. Well, logically enough, Session XV, July 6, 1415
condemns
the following errors of the heretic John Hus [I include only those that
pertain to the discussion at hand----there is a long list of his
heresies]:
12. No one takes the place of
Christ or of Peter unless he follows him in character, since no other
succession is more important, and not otherwise does he receive from
God the procuratorial power, because for that office of vicar are
required both conformity in character and the authority of Him who
institutes it. 638
13. The pope is not the
true and manifest successor of Peter, the first of the apostles, if he
lives in a manner contrary to Peter; and if he be avaricious, then he
is the vicar of Judas Iscariot. And with like evidence the cardinals
are not the true and manifest successors of the college of the other
apostles of Christ, unless they live in the manner of the apostles,
keeping the commandments and counsels of our Lord Jesus Christ. 639
In other words, Pontiffs who are very imperfect are still validly elected popes, John Hus notwithstanding!
On a more practical level there exist these questions that would haunt
me if I chose to give into the temptation of sedevacantism:
- When the Doctors of the Church, Sts. Robert Bellermine and Thomas
Aquinas wrote about a prelate and or Pontiff in error, even heresy,
they told us in no uncertain terms that we must resist, even to the
face, that is, in public, if necessary. Bellermine went so far as to propose that the
Pontiff could lose his office. Now Saints are not infallible in of
themselves, but surely God would not permit a Doctor of the Church to
mislead the faithful so very drastically. Note that both these doctors, did
not go further, telling us to leave or to make this declaration
ourselves, declaring our own little enclave as the true Church and
condemning
those who do not follow.
We have no instruction as laity from the Holy Ghost about how to
proceed, even
if such a case were to be the case [a Pontiff in hiding because he is
being hounded and persecuted]. He has clearly told us that the
Papacy would exist in perpetuity and
that we must be subject to it. If it were essential to our
salvation----sedevacantism----surely the Holy Ghost would have
informed us in some clear, unmistakable, non-Protestant [private
judgment] manner by now! How could St. Thomas instruct us to admonish a
prelate or Pope to his face if need be, if through heresy he is not the
Pope? He would be already an anathema, outside the Faith and then our
duty would be to warn others in danger of being misled. This is every-day common sense.
- Whenever a sedevacantist points to the heretical statements of
Pope Benedict XVI, I have to agree, or dissent from the infallible
declarations of all the Popes that reigned prior to the modern era. But
my intellect tells me that he has not bound me to believe his
"anti-syllabus" under pain of an anathema [ex cathedra]. Even Pope John Paul II, when
adding 5 "Mysteries" to the Holy Rosary, in contradiction to Tradition
and the words of Our Lady to St. Dominic, said they were "optional",
although I know Catholics who insist these
are required, simply because the Pope added them. In other words, they
refused to take him at his own word, how ironic, when they accused me
of disobedience and scandal. Now these 5 "mysteries" are neither
doctrine nor disciplinary so he could never bind us, but his
presentation of the 5 extras is in line with everything the Vatican
issues, on the one hand, then on the other-----you choose, the unCatholic "fair and
balanced", FOX News methodology of governing. I have never heard
Pope Benedict make any pronouncement that was not of this kind,
including the supposed universal indult. It is almost as if on some
level he really knows the truth, even if he is uncomfortable with it,
to use current jargon. Is not the Holy Ghost still protecting us from
dogmatic error, which is an impossibility, despite the scandals of the
modern Popes?
-
I cannot forget that in ancient times, during the Arian centuries there
were weak, vacillating Popes who gave scandal. One, was thought to be
a heretic and personally loathed by the people. Sometime after his
burial his remains were unearthed and thrown into a river to show their
displeasure. But no subsequent Pope, Council, or body of Cardinals ever
declared him an anti-Pope. Yet his heresy was as grave as what seems to
be that of Benedict. This tells me that the manifest heresy in the
canonical sense is a very precise and difficult level to rise to, a rare thing, and that in all
likelihood, since it has never occurred juridically, that it is
theoretical only, and exists because human beings are given to
speculative preparation, in of itself a good attribute. Canon law is
not an act of infallibility although some of the matters it pertains to
concern doctrine.
One of my sedevacantist-leaning friends informed me that she was
uncertain about the validity of the Holy Orders of most modern priests
and bishops, including those ordained in the traditional Roman Rite.
There is a rule in the Church, that "a doubtful Sacrament
is not a Sacrament." Again I am struck with the irony she fails to see.
I was taught from the very beginning that it is a heresy to believe
that a faithless priest cannot confect the Sacraments, provided he
intends to do what the Church intends, and in the way intended, and
that unless he gives some certain sign to us that he does not intend to
confect we are to presume that he will confect, period. In other words,
his heresy does not remove the powers of his priesthood. A "doubt" has to be real,
serious, and based on something more than gossip, speculation and
conspiracy theories or some misguided opinion about the formula used
for Holy Orders. Could not then, a faithless bishop confer Holy Orders
in the same way a like-minded priest can absolve me in Confession?
Or are we all to be Jansenists now? A number of persons, given to high
drama and intrigue,
disconcerted because of a Shepherd who will not lead or protect the
flock, are easily swayed by all that makes the rounds in traditional
circles. Those who suffer from scrupulosity and other spiritual flaws
can be
harmed to the point they could lose their Faith. I know such
individuals who go about casting suspicion here and there and
everywhere are in all likelihood well-intended but this does not
diminish
the gravity of the harm they may unknowingly be causing. Anyway, only
the Holy See has the ultimate authority about the validity of Holy
Orders, as we know regarding Anglican Orders. I await Her
pronouncements, not those of Her children. The Church has been a
wise Mother and the precept provided above on the validity of a
Sacrament
in re a particular priest or bishop still serves us well.
But, for the sake of argument, let us take this lady at her word, that
most priests and bishops in the
Novus Ordo chain have no valid orders,
that is, not since Pope Pius XII. How many priests who have gone over
to sedevacantism from after Pius been re-ordained conditionally? She
does not know, well if she is correct, should not they all be
re-ordained? She cannot have it both ways. What guarantee other than
her say-so can she provide without any doubt, that her sedevacantist
bishops are valid? Recall that most of them are from the Thuc line and
some of his "consecrations" are in doubt as to validity. No one really
knows until the Holy See rules. How can she be so sure about her
"bishops" but so sure in reverse about those ordained through the Pontiff and
the bishops? After all, is not a doubtful Sacrament, still doubtful,
even in the sedevacantist line, by her definition? She has no answers, but I am expected
to believe her, just because she is well-meaning? I prefer to believe a
Sacred Council and Pope Boniface. I have far greater assurance than I
could as a sedevacantist, so much so that I am not perturbed, nor do I
think that most bishops, as weak as they are, do not intend to ordain
priests. I have to have a true sign from them or else I am violating a
precept on Sacraments of the Church. There is more to a valid doubt
than mere rumor from those with itching ears or those who are easily given to bone-piercing judgments.
Other practical considerations keep burrowing their way into sedevacantist claims:
The matter of plenary indulgences, absolution reserved to the Holy See, and the prophecies of St. Malachy of
Armagh.
To obtain a plenary indulgence, one has to pray for the Holy
Pontiff, among other requirements. Does this mean that those
sedevacantists
whose priests do not add the name of the Pope at Mass, also are without
the ability to gain plenary indulgences for themselves? It may seem a
small thing to many Catholics today, but it is a big thing for me, a
sinner. Just a thought . . . In this and related matters, how does the
Church through Peter bind and unbind? Which Raccolta do they recognize?
The Church reserves the absolution of some grave sins to the Holy See
itself, and not just the bishop. Now to be forgiven our mortal sins, we
have to have contrition, either imperfect or perfect. Imperfect
contrition is sorrow for sin because of the fear of Hell, the dread of
punishment, and or the recognition of the malice of sin. Confession and
absolution is required for this kind, the usual kind of contrition.
Perfect contrition is that sorrow that is based solely on our offending
God Who is all good, and for no other reason. Because we cannot be
certain that our sorrow is perfect, the Church has always insisted on
the necessity of Sacramental Confession. In times past, say under the
1918 Code of Canon law reservation of absolution to those sins
exceptionally malicious or grave to the Holy See were more numerous as
Holy Mother Church was more exacting of Her children. The Code of Canon
law since Vatican II reduced the number and kind of these cases.
Now let us consider a very probable situation that can easily arise. A
person, say a priest, has committed such a sin and has repented,
sincerely, and at length. He is a sedevacantist by absolute conviction.
What chance does he have of Heaven, if his contrition is imperfect,
although sincere, if he should die in that state before his group of
sedevacantists has a Pontiff? Does Extreme Unction absolve him? Which
code of canon law does he use to know he must have absolution from the
Holy See? The older one, much more strict or the newer one from a
non-Pope, an absent Holy See? Just a thought . . . a scary one . . .
We are not bound to put credence in the prophecies of St. Malachy
who
predicted the line of successive Popes, both valid and invalid. To date
he has been accurate, so much so that I would be careless if I did not
at least consider his forecast, so to speak. After all when God gives a
Saint a charism or what seems to be a charism of such long-standing, it
could be for our edification as well. According to St. Malachy, who
rightly
gave the name of Pope Benedict XVI and in the right order of
succession, there is but one Pope to go, Peter the Roman. Of course one
can interject, "Oh, Cdl. Ratzinger was familiar with the prophecies and
decided to take that name." Fair enough. But he only gave two names
after John Paul II. And unless there is some advantage for a Pope to do
such a thing, if St. Malachy's prophecies are chimerical, I discount
it. Even if he knowingly took the name of Benedict, could not he be
inadvertently co-operating with God? This papacy might be
the point of the Saint finally being fallible, but I would not bet the
bank
on it. If he is in error, then we are just back to where we are now and
nothing is changed. For the sake of argument, if he is correct, how do
all the
sedevacantist "popes" figure in? Just a thought . . .
This past
week one of my dearest friends left for sedevacantism, declaring, "NON
HABEMUS PAPAM." The week just prior to her
announcement, I had by coincidence a chance to discuss the coming storm
with a priest. I said to Father, "You know, the way some of them are
talking,
finding every excuse to criticize any and every argument against
sedevacantism, while
ignoring Vatican I, I think they have already decided on some level,
and
that the criticisms are a convenient rationale, for they are
sedevacantist at heart and need a final reason to announce to
themselves and others that they are in conviction." He said he hoped "I
was wrong", but a dread
feeling came over me to the point I was barely able to do my daily
duties. My devotional life was marred by annoying distractions. When my
friend called to say she had sent me a letter, I did not say anything
to
her----"Gotcha" would have been unkind and unCatholic, but I told my
husband, "she is a sedevacantist." Two days later when the mail
arrived, unfortunately my instinct was on target. Human nature is a
very predictable thing, there are patterns of thought and expression of
those ideas that precede major changes or decisions, a kind of ritual.
The signs are telling and rarely mistaken. The person is actually
waging a battle within himself, whether he recognizes it or not,
usually leaving clues for those who are perceptive and are close to
him. Hence that feeling of dread, as if I had been by her side through
the battle, looking on quite hopeless, simply because she had already
decided, the rest merely a last ditch effort to go through the motions.
Sometimes spiritual battles are as unfair as the wartime kind, for the
burden of victory falls to only one side in strictly human terms.
Unless I and others could prove to her to her satisfaction that we had
a Pope, then she had the high ground all to herself. But she
miscalculated, for which I cannot blame her, when we are in immense
pain, we miss things easily. You see, it is not up to me and others,
far more educated and knowledgeable than I am----I won't give you their
names, but they are prominent on the traditional scene----to prove
anything to her, since she is the one making the break, it is up to her
to prove that what she is doing is licit and the safest course for her
salvation; oh not to prove to me, but to herself.
Psychologically
she shifted the blame of burden on us. Now if I said to you that I was
going to divorce my husband, unless you can demonstrate with certainty
that I ought not to, what would be the normal reaction? Of course! The
burden is on me to prove to Almighty God why it is licit for me to
leave my spouse and has nothing to do with you. But as I said this was
a stratagem, for no arguments that we could have
and have
put forth would ever do, she set the bar so high no one could meet it,
not even Vatican I and the Roman Pontiffs. That was the whole point.
All of this was under the table, buried deep down in the ground of her subconscious. Being an exceptionally moral and upright
and intelligent person she would never intentionally do anything resembling this. Thus the term,
psychologically.
I love her dearly and will always, this I am certain of, whether I see
her again or not. She may have broken my heart but not my spirit:
HABEMUS PAPAM!
Let us pray for him and for each other . . .
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