Meditation
JESUS having reached
the top of Mount Calvary, the Jews will not allow a moment's delay, but
most barbarously and cruelly fasten Him with nails to the Cross.
Consider:
1. The sufferings of Jesus before His Crucifixion.
Jesus has arrived at the end
of His journeys on reaching the summit of Calvary, but He has not
attained
the termination of His sufferings, which henceforward become truly
unmeasured.
His enemies throng around, while each and all freely insult and curse
Him
as a malefactor, who now at last is to suffer the penalty of His
crimes.
The Divine and patient Victim remains perfectly silent, and fixing His
eyes and thoughts upon the Cross, contemplates the scaffold upon which
He is soon to yield up His last breath, and joyfully offers up His life
as a sacrifice for the salvation of mankind. Jesus suffers in every
part
of His agonizing frame, save in His tongue, but He permits not this
member
to continue longer without its share of torment. It is the custom to
give
all condemned criminals about to be executed some refreshing and
comforting
beverage. But even this last office of humanity and compassion is not
fulfilled
towards Jesus Christ in His state of utter exhaustion and suffering,
and
the soldiers barbarously offer Him wine mingled with bitter gall, to
torture
His palate and stomach. Such is the beverage which you have presented
to
Jesus by your evil habits, censorious and pretended piety, sensual
pleasures,
and innumerable sins. They are the bitter gall which you have offered
to
your Lord, even when He was quenching your thirst with the sweet waters
of His love and goodness. Now, at least, offer your suffering Redeemer
the refreshment of your tears---tears of sincere
sorrow and tender compassion. No sooner has Jesus tasted the bitter and
disgusting liquid than the executioners strip off His garment with
cruel
violence. My soul, look on thy Saviour, and compassionate Him in these
new sufferings. Owing to the quantity of blood and the countless wounds
which cover His sacred Body, the garments had again adhered to His
lacerated
flesh, so that on their being torn off, all His wounds are re-opened,
and
His sufferings become quite indescribable, while the Blood flows to the
ground in streams. Oh, see how Jesus sheds every drop of His Blood for
your salvation! And thou, my soul thou for whom thy Saviour sheds such
torrents of blood, thou for whom this Man of Sorrows endures so much,
wilt
thou not shed one tear, nor breathe one sigh for all His sufferings?
Wilt
thou be hardhearted toward thy Crucified Jesus alone?
2. The obedience of Jesus in placing Himself
upon the Cross.
The Cross is already lying on
the ground, the altar is prepared on which the adorable Victim is to
ascend
to be sacrificed. The executioners command Jesus to lie down upon the
Cross,
and the instant He receives the order, in deference to His Divine
Father,
He bends His knees, reverently bows down His Head, and wishing to be
obedient
even to the most ignominious of deaths, lies down on that hard bed of
suffering
and infamy. By this great act of obedience does Jesus make satisfaction
for the disobedience with which we have so often violated the commands
of God. See, my soul, see how Jesus manifests no repugnance to obey the
cruel order. There is no need of employing force to make Him obey it.
He
willingly, and of His own accord, stretches Himself out upon the Cross,
places His lacerated and bleeding Body in the proper position, presents
His hands and His feet to be nailed, and raising His eyes to Heaven
offers
Himself in sacrifice to His Eternal Father for the salvation of the
whole
world, and even of my poor soul, fervently beseeching Him to pardon our
sins through the merits of His obedience. You who are so willing to
obey
the commands of the world, of the flesh, and of your own concupiscence,
and on the other hand so stubborn and rebellious to the law of God,
what
can you say on beholding this most wonderful example of obedience in
the
Son of the Most High? How many excuses, difficulties, and pretexts do
you
bring forward by way of exempting yourselves from the observance of the
law? You are creatures, why then refuse to subject yourselves to the
commands
of the Creator? You are servants, why then disobey the ordinances of
your
celestial Master? To teach you the important virtue of obedience, Jesus
has subjected Himself even to the ignominious death of the Cross. Can
it
cost you as much to obey God as it has cost Jesus to obey His Divine
Father
for the salvation of your
soul?
3. The sufferings of Jesus in His Crucifixion.
Jesus having stretched forth
His hands on the Cross, as though to fold all sinners in His embraces,
and reconcile them with God, the executioners fasten them to the wood
with
large nails, by dint of violent and repeated blows of a heavy hammer.
These
nails pierce entirely through, tearing and crushing flesh, nerves,
veins,
arteries, and all that make any resistance. Inexpressible are the
sufferings
of our blessed Jesus, and so great is His agony that He is all but
ready
to expire from utter exhaustion and intense anguish. In the meantime,
the
Blood of our sweet Redeemer, that Blood which He is offering to His
Eternal
Father for me, flows forth in copious streams. Harder than a rock must
your heart be, if you are not moved to tears at so mournful a
spectacle.
Draw nigh to Jesus and reverently ask Him what are those wounds in His
hands and feet, and He will answer that they are the work of your sins
and the pledges of His love. He will tell you that, to cancel your
sinful
deeds, He has allowed His most sacred hands to be pierced through with
nails. Read then in these wounds the history of your sinfulness, and
detest
it, read in them the history of His love, and be grateful for it. The
hands
of our dying Redeemer being nailed to the Cross, the same torture is
inflicted
on His feet. By reason of the violence with which the executioners
stretch
His Body, and the cruel manner in which they strike and hammer the
large
nail that is to transfix both feet, Jesus endures unspeakable torture,
and asks you to afford Him some consolation by shedding at least one
tear
of compassion, or breathing one sigh of affection, at the sight of His
sufferings. Will you refuse that much to Jesus, who asks for it from
His
Cross? See with what patience, meekness, and silence He endures the
most
excruciating tortures, without uttering one word of complaint, either
of
the nails which so painfully tear His flesh, or of the executioners who
treat Him as inhumanly as though He were the worst of malefactors. He
is
your Leader whom you must seek to resemble, if you desire to save your
soul. What resemblance do you bear to Jesus, you who lead a delicate,
sensual
life---you who are passionate and impatient under
the slightest suffering? Ah, my sweet Jesus! I adore thy precious
wounds,
and through their merits do I implore grace to imitate Thee.
The Fruit
Renew this day your determination
of obeying God at any cost, and of ever preferring His Divine Will
before
all else. Whenever you feel any repugnance to obey man for the love of
God, remember the obedience with which Jesus Christ submitted to the
commands
of His executioners themselves. Make it a rule to dwell frequently each
day in the wounds of Jesus often paying them homage by acts of
adoration
and love, and taking refuge within them in all dangers and temptations.
Example
The remembrance of the
most painful Crucifixion of Jesus inspires the heart of a Christian
with
love for God and desire to suffer for His sake. Blessed Christina of
Spoleto
was one day meditating upon the sufferings of Jesus, and the point she
was considering happened to be the dreadful wound made by the nail in
the
feet of Jesus. "Oh, ungrateful wretch that thou art!" she said to
herself,
"behold how much Blood He has shed for love of thee; and what has thou
done to prove thy love and gratitude for such infinite goodness?" So
saying,
being filled with holy fervor, she took a large nail from the wall, and
pierced her feet entirely through with it, too happy thus to return
Jesus
blood for blood, and wound for wound. Jesus asks not so much of you,
but
at least you may inflict some penance for love of Him upon your hands,
which have committed so many sins, and upon your feet, which have taken
so many steps in the paths of iniquity. (Bollandists, 14th Feb.).
That you may frequently call to mind the wounds of Jesus Christ,
imitate
the example of the venerable Father Alphonsus of Orosco, an Augustinian
monk, who was accustomed, whenever he heard the clock strike, to
remember
the blows of the hammer nailing down the feet and hands of Jesus.
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